Thursday, November 17, 2011

There has to be More

Somewhere above California, I'm contemplative. There has to be more. I'm 15 pages from the end of Ann Voskamp's 1000 Gifts and 100 pages into Craig Groeschel's Wierd, and I know there's more. More to giving. More to enjoying. More to changing...impacting...really making a difference. There's more than what I'm doing now...more than what we're doing now. I have to come up...to grow up. God's calling, "Higher, higher...come up higher." But sometimes to do that, we have to go lower. We have to go back to where we detoured in the first place. To move forward, sometimes we have to go back...get perspective. Back to the roots. Back to what you knew back when. Back to what was working; where'd we go wrong? Back to simple....simple. Back to quiet.

Monday, November 7, 2011

Just a List

I have nothing to offer today except a list...a simple list of thanksgiving...and a prayer that it's enough.

121. Boys' laughter in nighttime baths
122. Time away...almost too much
123. A girls' shopping trip...it's fun to just be a girl again
124. His quiet guidance
125. Smiles on faces I haven't seen in awhile
126. He's saying Momma...and I think he knows that's me!
127. Giggles on playgrounds
128. Childhood memories
129. Funny pictures from shower-curtained bathroom stalls
130. New adventures